sentiments. thoughts. sporadic.

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au revoir simone's music fuels my dream of creating a girl band
i wish i had the guts to share my own music publicly. summer sounds so nice right now.
i can't get over alliteration.
i can't grocery shop at the merc without being distracted by the good looking cashiers. everything sounds better with headphones.
i miss new mexico. i miss green mountain falls, co. i miss san francisco. i miss new york.
my heart is in all places. but, my heart is in lawrence too. i love my apartment here.
i love this community.
i love the record stores, downtown, the coffeeshops, my family here.
i miss my best friends in AZ and NY.
they know my heart-soul-mind inside and out.
i know their hearts-souls-minds inside and out. i need to visit.
i have felt like a disappearing act lately. it makes me feel like i'm detached from what's going on. but, there is some liberation in being away.
and away is where i may be someday in the near future.
but, for now things are still and content.
the thoughts are continuously running. my heart is continuously pounding.
sometimes i get in these really sentimental moods and gush. just keep gushing.
and i feel silly afterwards, but at least i'm being honest--and i think that's important.
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